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neglect is a form of communication26 March 2003 - 01:37 So, if you remember, I used to be quite fragile, and my heart has broken many times for many reasons, and I really thought that I was beyond that happening again. No, or not exactly. When you get to a point where you can love yourself enough *truly* to love another person, and not have it be about fulfilling your needs/huge yawning hole, etc, it does still hurt to lose him. But at least your world doesn't fall apart anymore. I used to want to be God/superhuman/uberhuman and love people no matter what. But I've decided in my case right now that my true superhuman task is to walk out of someone's life whom I love. |