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unlace30 October 2002 - 20:06 everything is pulling on everything else. we all want things from each other. some of us convince ourselves we can't live without what someone else gives. no. everything is pulling on each other; each pull is unlacing a binding. each heart that breaks unlaces it further. some of us convince ourselves that what other people do with each other says something about us. no. everyone wants freedom; no one wants to give it. people are taking it. people are ripping open the bindings. people are yanking and tearing. tearing and tearing from their eyes. the moment when you have nothing is the most exhilarting because then you see what you truly needed all along, and what you are. the descent to that moment is almost unbearable. we claw our way down. i feel a movement all the time, all around me, in every interaction i watch and experience. everything is tearing everything else apart. we are moving towards absolute freedom. my favorite word is still tenderness. |